Looking for the rest of the story: "Merry Go Round Broke Down"

I was reading it on the sga_kinkmeme livejournal (post #3) where it's posted in pieces in the comments, but it ends at part 38, even though in a comment just above, the author clearly intended to continue posting.  As is the case with this site they don't list the author, so I can't find it that way either.  It's John/Rodney, and starts off with John being exposed to some ancient tech by a planet leader that removes his humiliation kinks.  The story evolves into something quite wonderful as John comes to terms with who he is now.  Hence my desire to read the whole thing.  :)

Thank you for whatever help you can give me -- I'm not too good at finding my way through the different communities, so it's possible the info is in the post and I just can't figure it out.