This fic has been on my mind latley, little bits of it keep popping up in my head but all my searches are turning up nada! I hope someone can help!
All I can remeber is that John is more into it (the relationship) than Rodney (I think Rodney is mostly in it for the sex) this is a lot of fics but what some things that I kep remembering are that one of the first times if not first times they have sex John is wearing his socks and berates himself in his head about it. He keeps telling himself it's not important and he wants to keep the relationship on the DL, and not give it a name so when it ends he doesn't have to be pitied. I think near the end he kinds sneak moves into Rodneys head quarters just to have Rodney later invite him to move in. And Rodney says something like "you just wanted to be with me that badly." And it ends with John telling Rodney he has everything he needs (at least metephorically).
If someone can help me out that would be great!
Thanks in advance!
All I can remeber is that John is more into it (the relationship) than Rodney (I think Rodney is mostly in it for the sex) this is a lot of fics but what some things that I kep remembering are that one of the first times if not first times they have sex John is wearing his socks and berates himself in his head about it. He keeps telling himself it's not important and he wants to keep the relationship on the DL, and not give it a name so when it ends he doesn't have to be pitied. I think near the end he kinds sneak moves into Rodneys head quarters just to have Rodney later invite him to move in. And Rodney says something like "you just wanted to be with me that badly." And it ends with John telling Rodney he has everything he needs (at least metephorically).
If someone can help me out that would be great!
Thanks in advance!